ADHD Timing: Wired Different From The Start

Описание: This is where shame was planted. Teachers sighed. Parents worried. Managers judged. You stood in hallways promising change. You meant it. Time blindness is cruel because intention exists without timing. The will burns bright. The clock refuses cooperation. This disconnect forged guilt, then anger, then a silent vow to hide.
There is a memory of a watch ticking loudly on a desk, each click a hammer. You stared, frozen. The room felt cracked. Time did not move forward. It pressed inward. When the bell finally screamed, relief felt like escape from a burning room, lungs aching, dignity scorched inside forever.
Here is the truth they missed. You are not lazy. You are not broken. You were built different. Time blindness is neurological wiring, not moral failure. Your brain tracks meaning, urgency, emotion. When none appear, time dissolves. When they ignite, hours vanish. That is design, not defect by nature alone.
Underestimation followed you everywhere. People assumed disrespect, indifference, incompetence. You absorbed every accusation. A thousand small betrayals taught you silence. You overprepared or avoided entirely. Neither fixed the storm. Inside, your mind raced, scanning patterns, predicting outcomes, exhausting itself before the race even began in brutal unseen cycles, daily, endlessly.