this is my "having a breakdown on the kitchen floor" video.

Описание: ✧( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)✧ ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) cue midsommar crying scene ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)✧ ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)✧

hello hello lil cherubs. thx for letting me give u guys life updates unnecessarily, but i also feel like it's important and fun to be open and honest with you guys since u are all the ~consumers~ of my content. now u know where my lil head is at. in this video i essentially ramble about feeling like i'm a disappointment to others, forgetting why i started making youtube videos in the first place, my fears of getting older, my fears of not being interesting now that my mental health is in a stable and steady place, and fighting the urge to recreate the midsommar crying scene in center city philly. thank u for sticking around. xoxo nikki nasty

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On a Bus - Baseball Gregg
Lovers Rock - TV Girl
dan universe - off the wall
Buttercup - Jack Stauber

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How old are you? 22
What's your ethnicity? half polish & half iranian
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