A midwest emo folk song inspired by Dear Maryanne (prod. lil shmee)

Описание: Another Song within a week of the last? New personal record


Sooo, if the song title doesn’t really tell you what this is, i’ll recite it again, this is a midwest folk emo song inspired by Dear Maryanne, specifically Freddy’s tik toks. it’s supposed to be more or less another demo but this songs really short

Recorded on 6-12-23
mixed and mastered with some random bandlab presets


LYRICS: (or a loose following, this was my notes)

i’m not the same person i was long ago
my hair is deader then a part of me, that i no longer know

i told my mom about you months ago, i wish i never did
because now i’m here alone again, i might go off the grid

i wrote my last few songs about you but it all has went to waste
i told myself i would get better but i guess i lost my taste

i feel like i lost a part of me, you’ll always be apart of me
i wish you had a heart for me, i feel that youre out for me

i told my friends i have depression, and i know i’m not alone
but life is getting to the point to where i cannot grab the phone

i tried to make myself in someone that i know i’ll never be
i cried myself to sleep a night ago, i don’t think that ill be free

i put all out there for you, but i don’t think it was enough
i fought myself for a few months by now, it’s starting to look rough

i tried to tell myself i’m fine but i guess i can’t keep the lies
i tried to get away to you but i fell back into ur eyes

i think i love you way to much so i can’t ever let you go
but i know you don’t wanna stay you wanna go be on ur own

i have to live within myself and hope that you might like me back
but now i’m starting to blackout and now it’s all fading to black