There After - The Black

Описание: From the heart..

#aimusic #sunocreation #rock #metal #acoustic

I hated I loved you
Why did you have to leave
Resentment almost killed me
I loved you I hated you
Why did you have to leave
Regret almost killed me
I want to be free of this curse

This is a declaration of my honesty within
For the shame inside was brought forth
To haunt me in the chaos

Unable to feel
Blocked from my heart
I was ashamed of what I had done
I thought I had more time to change
Devoid of feeling anything
Life was a barren wasteland
Without you to see
Losing the battle within forever
Voiceless in the depths of despair
When you left there was no end to the suffering

At the end of your life you made me want to change
The grips of despair sunk its teeth in me
I’m ashamed to say I was conflicted inside
I hated , I loved you at the enddd

Ahhhhhhhhhhh!
I don’t deserve forgiveness
I don’t want it , you have a “right” to be angry if you want
Reflection of my “holed” life
I was indignant of my life with you
At the “end” of you
You made me want to amend my soul
I was brought to my knees in surrender

It’s sad you had to go
You left a little one in tow
Worry no more
For she is with me
I’ll bring her up strong
And RESILIENT
She’s in my protection
You can sleep soundly
I’ll do my best
To put her above me

Too long have I lived in selfishness
This is a declaration of my honesty within
I hated you I loved you
I loved you , I hated
Now my soul is open!
I can no longer withstand the pain and shame
I don’t want to be with you forever
I just want to be your friend in the end
No longer will I live in regret
For my eyes have been opened
No longer will I live in resentment
For I have opened my eyes
Reflection of the past
Is no longer apart of me