Hamburg and my life in snow edition

Описание: Recently, I have been experienced a lot of anxieties that I haven't slept well. Always wake up in the middle of the night with endless dreams. Feel like running out of time but I'm still suck at everything: French, German, English, my interview skills, not good at say no to pp when they ask for st from me, have FOMO, hate waiting and living in uncertainty, not sure abt my life in next few months, doom scrolling on social media to escape. I remembered about the time, just 2 years ago I was also in a very low point, stressed abt working on my thesis, doubted abt my ability, went through the breakup. I even had to write down a list of 100 reasons to be alive.
These days, I just tried to live more in present, do small things that I enjoy (turn on the radio, the oil essential diffuser, have a bath with orange peels) or just go out & do st (like sledding and use everything I could come up with :v) even my mind was going crazy abt the job interview and the scary future. Every time I read my diary, I realized that life is full of ups and downs. Last year, I was also stressed abt the exams at Strasbourg Uni, few years ago I was desperate applying for the program that I'm now finishing. There is no perfect moment in life, I just have to take the best out of it, look at it with the positive mindset, accept what comes and goes, in peace with myself. Do my best and what's meant to come will come eventually. Enjoy the process and journey, baby S2_S2_S2