Change Your Life FOREVER with Emotional Vulnerability.

Описание: Hi everyone, welcome to episode 2 of Pod with Ace.

Emotional vulnerability changed my life and I can finally say after 19 years of living I can be comfortable in my own skin and not regret my decisions of once being a malicious, hurtful human being. I can own my life decisions without self-loathing and sabotaging myself of all of my accomplishments.

I couldn't admit my addictions for the life of me. I couldn't admit that I was stuck in my own ways because I felt like nothing was wrong. It wasn't until I was 17-18 and pushed away everything that I loved that I decided it was time to stop running away from myself. I owned my own decisions and started to open up. It was hard. I cried. It was never easy, but yet I found it simple. The key was to be honest, and ask yourself deep, thoughtful questions about your own life. It's the triggers, the root causes of all of your suffering. Lust encapsulated my life, my neediness for reassurance, my trust issues, my commitment issues, being hurt in relationships, being bullied, dealing with hate crimes, the list goes on. I really asked myself what was the issue, the root causes and how it made me feel.

It didn't take me a day. It didn't take me months, and to present day I slip up here and then being the person I may be, saying something provocative or something that may not align with my belief system because of old habit. Those things never went away. My thoughts sometime still race to blame, to point the fingers anywhere but myself. Although it's about redefining how you view EVERYTHING and being extreme for it. How bad do you really want change? It hurt me so bad, I never wanted to go back. But the cost of change would outweigh the pain and suffering of my old self by a large margin. I would do every difficult, boring, mind-boggling task that came my way to not be the person that I once was. I am improving, and I work towards that every day. It's the journey, to fall in love with myself along the way. I don't live in my own expectations, I don't align myself with others expectations for who they want me to be, I just am. I am... me. I am Ace, I am a person of improvement. I am the embodiment of change, not because I did the most work but because I am so proud of the little things I could appreciate and achieve physically, and mentally. To many those things go under the radar or aren't significant but to me it improved the quality of living so much.

To all of my supporters of my message reading, it really is the small things. I will unravel 19 years of experience and how I developed a strong, witty mindset as a young adult to harness the quality of life I always wanted to achieve. To reach my own vitality. I overcame so much. I am proud of my sobriety. I am proud of ME. I want to share my message so you can live the life I missed out on as a kid, a teenager and as a young adult. Discipline in private builds CONFIDENCE IN PUBLIC. I love you all.