TVBUU - RETRY (Prod. H3 Music)

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Lyrics:
Intro:
It’s kinda for me to look around my life and accept,
All of the bullshit that I’ve been dealing with,
So now I’m terrified of what’s next,
I sit it in my room so confused,
Bout all the moves that I’ve made,
My hearts full of stress,
Don’t think they knew,
About all of the pain that I feel everyday,
My head is a mess,
Another sad song right,
Forget it,
Cause i know that you wouldn’t really understand,
You left me in the dark so long,
Broken, a mess,
I find it even hard to stand,
I look around me,
And I don’t see no one,
I lose myself in the madness of the lonesome,
I have no fear now,
When I see the ghost come,
They watch me drown at the bottom of the ocean,
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First Verse:
Remember when we used to be
friends,
I remember that too,
But it
ends,
Seems like everybody playing,
Pretend,
Left to struggle on my own now,
Yeah it’s funny when you get a new bitch,
How you change up,
How the fuck could you let somebody change us,
Ain’t no way that I’m ever gonna change up,
Even if I’m broke or I get famous,
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This the shit that I be dealing with,
Keeping problems inside of my mind,
Then I let em all out,
Aim At the wrong person,
So To me,
Everybody gotta die,
My eyes have dried,
It’s hard to cry,
When you’ve become so numb inside,
You cut for pain,
With no release,
You feel it growting deep inside
I tried,
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Second verse:
So Look at me,
Look at me,
Look at me,
I hope that I got your attention,
So look at me,
Do you see what I see,
Do you feel what I feel,
Do you understand why I don’t feel real,
My life is a simulation,
I will crash,
And they will say I’m killed,
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Yeah it’s hard to live,
When everyday you feel like you wanna die,
And you feel like nobody around you would even notice you commit suicide,
Days pass by,
Not picking up my phone,
It’s like I have a body,
But I’m never home,
I don’t trust people,
That’s why I’m always alone,
What the fuck is friendship,
Leave me alone,
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Yeah,
You wanna talk about depression,
I can tell you what it’s like,
When your mind,
Turns into a fucking weapon,
And it backfires,
Every single fucking day,
Now you wonder why the hell you always feel this way,
It will never change,
It’ll probably be the same forever,
Me and pain,
I think that we were meant to be together,
The happiness is a lie,
When it’s getting better,
The roller coaster goes down into hellish weather,
Yeah,
Forever,
Whatever,
(Whatever)
Forever that’s a lie too,
I be feeling like my life is a drive thru,
You look around,
Ain’t nobody right beside you,
So who the fuck did you lie to,
You don’t gotta lie to me,
Just to fucking kick it,
Thinking when I make it,
That you gonna get a ticket,
And that’s the fucking reason,
Why I’m on a solo mission,
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All of my memories fade away,
All of my memories fade away,
I just want to see a better day,