Existential Ending

Описание: When everything dies
Will there be quiet inside?
If silence is the lack of sound
Then what do you call the noise in your mind?
Don't answer that

Pretend we didn't hear it
Does it feel better?
But how to deceive something that's gone far too deep beneath
Tell me without speech
Show me with your presence, how to see
How to not be me
While staying exactly who I want to be

Who is it? What do I look like?
Do you like me now?
Am i worthy of being alive
Can i stay by your side?
Stop, don't talk
Pretend we're taking a long walk
Is it beautiful outside, with the sun and the trees
Did you forget how it feels
Who you used to be, before the scenery became empty

Oh please
We know the ending
We know happy was pretending
Blending in with nothing just to... something
SAY SOMETHING!
Without speech, I repeat
SAY SOMETHING!
STOP PRETENDING!

I am not yelling
Merely stating what's inside me
Didn't mean to scare you
Did I scare you?
Sorry, that wasn't me
Sure is quiet around here and the birds are singing
Trees are waving and we're still pretending that I'm here

That should have been the ending
But the silence never lets it
It keeps repeating over and over
The same meaning that never feels any better
It's bitter and cold and that's how I've always known
That I can never become or be
Someone who doesn't scream
HEAR ME!

But everything's dead and the singing fades
Only the noise in your mind stays
Forever repeating what you didn't want to hear
So keep pretending that there's meaning we couldn't see

Repeating, repeating
Just like the blood that never keeps flowing
Until you cut it from its artery

See how it floods the floor
And suddenly everything becomes calm
What was I doing again?
Oh right, this is the end.