NEAYL - Why Didn't I (Official Lyric Video)

Описание: Track 02 from my first EP - Chapter 00: WHY

Why Didn't I by NEAYL
Beat by Under The Maple Tree

[LYRIC]

Take me back to the time before I went away
Back to the place where I always needed ya
When no one else knew me more than you did
But you didn’t believe me when I told you "I wanna leave"
Why didn’t I

Try a little harder to make you understand
Take on your offer to stay with you then
But one text from you pushed me to the end
It was killing me, so I took the midnight train
I could've stayed
I could’ve stayed, but
Why didn’t I

It’s not regret when I say, “Why didn’t I?”
Just thinking about another life, another timeline
One tweak in the past could rewrite the present
When life gets tough, you dream of making amends
And then you wonder when
And then you ask yourself
Why didn’t I

Take me back to the time when she passed away
I was glad I was there during her final days
But missed the funeral, didn’t want to miss the plane
Watched the clock as the minutes slipped away
Guess it was a mistake—my flight was delayed
Sitting there alone, all my choices replayed
Why didn’t I?, why didn’t I?

I should’ve stayed, should’ve changed my plan
But I keep going back to that dark, heavy land
For a week, I lost my voice, lost my motivation
Why didn’t I

For years I’ve been struggling, barely holding on
Felt trapped in a cycle of quiet desperation
I wish I were stronger to make life’s decisions
I let time slip through like faded visions
Why didn’t I
Why didn’t I

It’s not regret when I say, “Why didn’t I?”
Just thinking about another life, another timeline
One tweak from the past could rewrite the present
When life gets tough, you dream of making amends
And then you wonder when
And then you ask yourself
Why didn’t I

© 2025 NEAYL

#WhyDidntI #Why #lyrics #freebeat