Sophia Lanuza - Back and Forth (Official Video)

Описание: Official Video for "Back and Forth" by Sophia Lanuza
Directed by Phinehas Yoon


Listen here:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/44BLcG492D8...
Youtube:    • Back and Forth  

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Lyrics
I'm going back and forth
I know there's something wrong with me
In my chemistry
This need that I'm feeding
More and more
I'm just searching for a reason

I could pretend that this is simply an exercise in attention
Gotta get someone to mention they notice, moments
But I can feel the tickle of doubt in my mind
Cause I can't pull it back when I try every time

So do you know, how to cure me?
I'm stuck here with the medical bill
For a pill, I never took
But you know, that surely, oh
I can't just live in highs and lows

Yeah I keep going
Back and forth
I know there's something wrong with me
In my chemistry
This need that I'm feeding
More and more
I'm just searching for a reason for being so facetious

Can't protect myself from things inside me
So I'm drifting from the lines that guide me, blindly
Cause I don't know what I'm looking for
No I keep going, back and forth

[Nixon's sick guitar line]

It's jarring just to witness the blatant change in position
Gotta heed my better judgment and quit it
But it's never been a choice to spiral into noise
And giving in can be so addicting, I'm living
In a state of distant joy
Like a brand strain euphoria
Then I'm dodging all my calls
And I'm overwhelmed and over it
Til I'm getting out of bed when I think I'm free
To find that my unfounded certainty says everybody's mad at me

Somebody cure me
I'm stuck here with the medical bill
For a pill I never got
But you know that surely, oh
I can't just live in highs and lows

But I keep going
Back and forth
I know there's something wrong with me
In my chemistry
This need that I'm feeding
More and more
I'm just searching for a reason for being so facetious

Can't protect myself from things inside me
So I'm drifting from the lines that guide me, blindly
Cause I don't know what I'm looking for
No I keep going, back and forth

You've been collateral
In fighting that's unilateral
But that don't change the damage that's done
Cause when you get to leaving
I panic and get to tweaking
And you don't know which way you should run
I wish I had an answer
That better served as an anchor
But I can't track my moods like the sun
So when you get to leaving
I panic and get to tweaking
So I'm telling you that you should just run

Yeah I keep going
Back and forth
I know there's something wrong with me
In my chemistry
This need that I'm feeding
More and more
I'm just searching for a reason for being so facetious

Can't protect myself from what defines me
So I'm giving up on trying to guide me, finally
Cause I don't know what I'm looking for
No I've been going
Back and forth

[nixon plays us out]


Credits:

Music Credits:
Written and performed by Sophia Lanuza
Produced by Nixon

Video Credits:
Written, Directed, & Edited by Phinehas Yoon
Story by Phinehas Yoon & Sophia Lanuza
Produced by Scott McKinney & Phinehas Yoon

Director of Photography: Andrew Cordero
Gaffer: Akanksha Shyam
Key Grip: Byron Morse
1st AC: Fong Kuo
2nd AC: Braden Santos
2nd AC/Grip and Electric: Chase Shurtz
Swing: Zack Wallnau

1st AD: Emma Evans
Production Design: Jalyn Tan
Makeup & Costume Design: Charlene Joy Dela Cruz
Art Director: Dorothy Zhu
Set Dresser: Mariana Silva
Set Dresser: Chris Bittle
Set PA: Ryan Espinoza
Set PA: Kylee Tevis
Adam Calacci: Adam Calacci

Color, VFX, & Sound by: Phinehas Yoon

Starring: Sophia Lanuza & Christie Baarns as RED
Stage REDS: Yifen Low, Chase Shurtz, & Maggie Belfield

Special Thanks to
Worship Centre LA, Jiyoung Castro, Greg Yoon, James Castro