Wanderer

Описание: Wanderer by Nickie McNeil

Lyrics
I’m clearly hard to love, a storm inside my chest
You wander lost, I reach for you, a fragile plea
Abandonment’s my shadow, my life's unending test
And I wonder if you feel the same for me
The world has never stayed, always pulling away
I brace myself each time I think you might care
I ache for quiet moments, for something to say
But your silence drifts like smoke through the air


You might love me, or maybe I’m alone in this flame
Even when you drift, I can’t tell what’s true
Taught me love is real, even in the rain
And I carry every lesson I’ve learned from you
Every touch I imagined, every word unsaid
Every quiet moment when I thought you cared
Even if I’m reaching for a ghost instead
I’ll hold the love I’ve known, though I’m not sure you shared


The world has left me hollow, doors all closed and tight
You feel distant sometimes, slipping through my view
Even when I ache to hold you, even in the night
I’m learning love exists, even if it’s not with you
I trace the spaces where your laughter used to fall
I question if your heart is near, or far away
I catch my breath for every shadowed call
Still I hope for something, some sign you might stay


You might love me, or maybe I’m alone in this flame
Even when you drift, I can’t tell what’s true
Taught me love is real, even in the rain
And I carry every lesson I’ve learned from you
Every touch I imagined, every word unsaid
Every quiet moment when I thought you cared
Even if I’m reaching for a ghost instead
I’ll hold the love I’ve known, though I’m not sure you shared


I’ve walked through empty rooms, echoes of goodbye
Your silence keeps me wondering, a fire I can’t trace
Love taught in absence, a lesson without reply
Even if you’re lost or distant, I hold my own embrace
Each heartbeat is a question, each memory a thread
I reach for you in dreams where love feels alive
Even if your touch is gone, even if you’re dead
I carry every lesson, I carry and survive

You might love me, or maybe I’m alone in this flame
Even when you drift, I can’t tell what’s true
Taught me love is real, even in the rain
And I carry every lesson I’ve learned from you
Every touch I imagined, every word unsaid
Every quiet moment when I thought you cared
Even if I’m reaching for a ghost instead
I’ll hold the love I’ve known,
though I’m not sure you shared
You’re the heartbeat in my
chaos, the spark I chase
Even when the world turns cold
and leaves an empty space
I’ll hold the love I’ve felt,
whether yours or mine
All the ways I’ve learned to love,
across this fragile line
Every memory, every echo, every
unspoken glance
Every fleeting hope, every
trembling chance
Even in your absence, I’ll keep
this romance
Love remains my teacher, even
if we never dance
Abandonment surrounds me,
yet I still believe
Love is what I carry