Pinball

Описание: History often repeats similar patterns, whether in the cycle of planets, the rise and fall of nations… or the lingering grievances among family members.

The deepest wounds often come from family. You think of yourself as a pearl; they see you as a marble. Over time, you grow accustomed to it—and begin to believe you really are just a marble.

Yet it is not only you. Your parents likely went through something similar.

Though they are older and perhaps more calculating, their spirits are not necessarily stronger than yours.

In every family, someone must step forward first—willing to become the one who attunes the collective unconscious of the clan. A strong soul who tempers the mind, adjusts their vision, and step by step instills into each family member the consciousness of how to love and being worthy of it.

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Life is a form of composed cruelty.
Cruelty is everywhere.

Life offers no morally satisfying answers, only a lucid question:
When you face fear, resentment, challenge, or temptation, how will you "narrate yourself"?

Through writing and learning, one can use narrative to withstand the world's absurdity and malice.
Through discipline and reading, one can reshape the course of one's life.

Stories are not meant to help us escape reality.
They train us to look straight at it.

Storytelling itself becomes a discipline.
The very script of life is a discipline.

Your story needs no higher voice to vouch for it—you are the source of the narrative, a spark of cosmic insight.

A story needs a hint of uncertainty, a touch of courage to venture.

True superpower is not seeing what others cannot see, but choosing elegance and tenderness in a ruthless world.

Memory is the wings of the survivor. The fable is a redemption that refuses to be co-opted by the victors.

Fear can evaporate trust in an instant.
To remain calm, one must not let emotions slip away unnoticed.

True manifestation is the shift from "the world serves me" to "I attune the world."

Only when illusions are dismantled does meaning emerge.
The soul is not here to save you, but to make its demands of you.

Whether you need to be healed or not, you can turn your wounds into performance art.
You can transform pain into rebirth and innovation, not solidify it into scars.
You lose nothing; you just haven’t discovered where it has gone.

You do not need to be omnipotent.
You only need to let your light shine where it is needed.
You do not need to light up the entire universe. You only need to remain warm, and keep glowing.


🟣Lyrics
《Pinball》

Breathe.
Breathe long and deep.

The deepest wounds often come from family.
I thought I was a pearl; they see me as a marble.

Am I really just a marble?
Roll me into the pinball machine, into track one.
I dredge my childhood from quicksand—
I return with nothing but silence.

Am I really just a marble?
Roll me into the pinball machine, into track two.
I chase the shadow of a swordsman through school halls—
I return with nothing but silence.

Am I really just a marble?
Roll me into the pinball machine, into track three.
I launch a spacetime probe—it fails.
The wreckage drifts too far to gather—
I return with nothing but silence.

Am I really just a marble?
I shatter inside the pinball machine.
Freshly laundered clothes rest on the bed, untouched.
Their owner never returns.

A single word from family, uttered in the blink of an eye,
Alters the entire course of a life that remains.
But are you really just a marble?

Sometimes you can be a pearl,
sometimes you can be a marble,
sometimes you can be a small steel ball—
The choice is yours.
Even if it takes a lifetime to believe it.

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