Here in your rain

Описание: I know the life I lived left traces on you
I wasn’t gentle, I was moving loose
I can’t erase the past that hurt you
But I’m learning how to be better for you

I lived too wild, I lost my way
I wasn’t the man you needed then
I can’t rewind, I can’t explain
All I can do is change my ways

I’m not asking you to forget
Just to see who I’m becoming yet

I can’t change yesterday
But I’ll show up today
If the sky falls into gray
I’ll stay here in your rain
No more running from the pain
No more hiding in my shame
I can’t change yesterday
But I’ll love you right today

I was living like tomorrow wasn’t real
Every night was just a way to feel
Bottle talks, smoke in my lungs
Chasing highs till the morning sun

Now I’m cutting off the things I chased
Trading fast nights for slower days
Not perfect, but I’m on my way
Trying to be someone you can stay with

I won’t promise a perfect road
Just a steady heart when it gets cold

I can’t change yesterday
But I’ll show up today
If the sky falls into gray
I’ll stay here in your rain
No more running from the pain
No more hiding in my shame
I can’t change yesterday
But I’ll love you right today

If my past comes calling my name
I won’t let it live in this space
I’ll close the door, I’ll hold your hand
Let the storm pass over us

I know the life I lived left traces on you
So I’m choosing a different truth
Not my past, not yesterday
Just me and you, I’ll stay