Fumbling Towards Humanity

Описание: You go for coffee just to escape
Your cluttered world – numb the pain and self-medicate
Though it makes your stomach hurt and your digestion ache
You go for coffee though your bank can’t save

Listen to music while you read a book
And wonder why you can’t remember the book
Scroll through whatever while professor man talks
And wouldn’t you know, you didn’t learn English History – 1485-1714

Return home to bad memories
How are you to think, how are you to breathe?
I’ll tell you how – turn on that TV
Don’t turn it off till the next sun glimpses behind the trees

If there’s nothing to do don’t you get up before noon
Sulk about not having someone to talk to
Maybe force a feeling in your emptiness then
Go clean it up and.... yeah that’s gross.... I hate myself too....

Then let your productive guilt move you to
Create something new then get depressed when it fails
Maybe get a little angry about the fact that no one will help out
You and your Bob Dylan dreams, I mean, certainly you’re at least as good he?

Complain of loneliness but – don’t do anything about it
Justification often feels better than happiness
Crippling anxiety about complacency a
weight of failure leads to never doing anything

The story of you, the story of me
Fumbling towards humanity
Numbing the pain, running away, from the thoughts in my brain
How haunting it would be to truly know me?

Looking for love and looking for life
Looking for more than just getting by
Looking to feel, for what is real
Alone in a dream that never actualizes