HATE MYSELF THEN DOUBLE DOWN

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HATE MYSELF THEN DOUBLE DOWN

You mother fuckers ain't ready for this shit...

Maybe...I don't fucking know.

I dont think you're ready....

brain on skip
won’t pause
won’t park

keep movin shit
that don’t matter
just to feel spark
talk fast
think slow
say the wrong thing
then go

I ain’t sad
I’m annoyed
head fulla pain
no joy

mind won’t let shit rest
keep buzzin
like a fly
won’t die

I ain’t searchin answers
I’m dodgin quiet
soon as it slow
I riot

mouth reckless
brain vacant
say dumb shit
then claim it

I pace with my words
not my feet
thoughts trip
over concrete

say “it’s cool”
mean “whatever”
say “I’m fine”
nah never

mind won’t let shit rest
keep knockin
same door
I boarded

I don’t feel deep
I feel loud
inside scrambled
outside proud

say somethin wild
for reaction
hate myself
then double down

no plan
no lesson
just momentum
and bad decisions

mind won’t let shit rest
so I keep it fed
junk thoughts
half-baked

I don’t sit with silence
I drown it
noise cheap
I found it

talk until I’m tired
then talk some more
say “last time”
like before

mind won’t let shit rest
and I ain’t tryin
to fix it tonight

just ride the mess
til I crash
or it shuts up
outta spite

brain sprintin
no warmup
ideas trip
get back up

I chase anything
that moves
even if it pointless
even if it rude

say the first thing
that hits
clean it up later
or never
fuck it

attention scattershot
aim busted
still pull the trigger
outta habit

I don’t need meaning
I need motion
stillness feel like
an accusation

every pause
turns into pressure
so I keep it moving
no measure

mind won’t let shit rest
keeps throwin prompts
like “remember this”
like “fix that”
like “what if you didn’t”

nah

I cut corners
on thoughts
end up lost
in shortcuts

mouth writes checks
brain won’t cash
laugh it off
then feel trashed

say “my bad”
too late
keep goin
accelerate

thoughts stack sideways
no labels
just debris
with opinions

I start a take
then abandon it
start another
worse

every word feel temporary
soon as I say it
I’m already over it

mind won’t let shit rest
keeps remixing regret
same sample
new beat
still trash

I distract myself
with distractions
get bored
double down

say something reckless
for the spark
watch it burn
walk away

this ain’t therapy
this avoidance
dressed up as confidence

I talk past myself
on purpose
so I don’t gotta listen

eventually the speed drops
not calm
just drained

thoughts still there
less sharp
more annoying

I tell myself
“tomorrow I’ll chill”
tomorrow laughs
right back

mind won’t let shit rest
even when I’m empty
keeps rattlin
the last few ideas

I lay there
staring at nothing
thinking about everything
at once

no insight
no clarity
just a dull buzz
and a promise
I won’t keep

mind won’t let shit rest
and neither do I