Raven Heart - Now I rot beneath a dead sun

Описание: [Verse 1]
I feel the days crawl under my skin,
Same dead air, different fucking sin.
I don’t flinch when the lights go out,
I’ve been living in the dark — no doubt.

My hands are numb, my thoughts are grey,
Every dream learned how to decay.
I don’t pray, I don’t pretend,
I let it rot right to the fucking end.

[Pre-Chorus]
I stopped asking what it means,
Stopped cleaning up the mess in me.
If this is hell, I’ll make it mine,
I crossed the line a long damn time.

[Chorus]
I’m rotting away and I feel just fine,
No remorse left, no fucking signs.
Let it burn, let it break, let it bleed to shit,
I don’t flinch — I’m used to it.
I gave a damn till there was none,
Now I rot beneath a dead sun.
Say what you want, I won’t explain —
I’m rotting away… and I feel no pain.

[Verse 2]
Every promise tastes like rust,
Every truth turned into dust.
I don’t care who’s disappointed now,
I stopped kneeling, I don’t fucking bow.

I watched myself fall apart slow,
And didn’t stop it — just let it go.
This isn’t loss, this isn’t shame,
It’s peace when you stop playing the game.

[Pre-Chorus]
I stopped asking what it means,
Stopped cleaning up the mess in me.
If this is hell, I’ll make it mine,
I crossed the line a long damn time.

[Chorus]
I’m rotting away and I feel just fine,
No remorse left, no fucking signs.
Let it burn, let it break, let it bleed to shit,
I don’t flinch — I’m used to it.
I gave a damn till there was none,
Now I rot beneath a dead sun.
Say what you want, I won’t explain —
I’m rotting away… and I feel no pain.

[Bridge]
I don’t hate myself…
I just don’t care anymore.
There’s freedom in decay,
When you stop pretending it’s supposed to hurt.

[Final Chorus]
I’m rotting away — no fucking regret,
No apologies left to get.
I buried hope with both my hands,
And stood right here while it sank.
Let it stink, let it stain my name,
I won’t crawl back, I won’t change.
This is me when the mask is gone —
Rotting away…
And moving on.