it feels so nice to know I'm gonna be alright (playlist)

Описание: The past few days I’ve been thinking about whether I should even upload something like this here.
“Indak” loosely means dancing.
Algorithm-wise it would probably make more sense if I stuck to one lane/genre and just honed that. But that’s not really me.

I love all kinds of music; happy, sad, weird, experimental.
If it makes me nod my head or feel something in my chest, that’s groove to me. I don’t think groove has to be happy. Sometimes it’s heavy, sometimes it’s subtle; it’s still a groove tho.
There's a lot of sad songs that ssssslaps, no?

This channel is exactly that — the universal act of the groove.
Even when it hurts a little.

I told my therapist recently that I was just a sad person by nature. Like if I were in Inside Out, Sadness would be running the control room lol & I was okay with that. It taught me a lot about life.
& funnily enough, right after I said that, I started realizing there’s a really high chance I wasn’t “naturally sad.”
I was probably stuck in a really long comedown and over time that state just became my identity
& I have to say it's 90% because of my girlfriend, broski really made me see colors again.

I carried that for almost 10 years, man.

& right after that conversation, I think I finally let it go.
My nervous system is starting to feel calmer. My head feels clearer. & I'm relieved.

I made this playlist exactly three years ago.
I used to listen to it when I wanted to lean into and really feel the sadness — but also to remind myself that I’d be alright. That it passes.
If you’re in something heavy right now, I hope this lets you feel what it is that you need to feel.
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Dedicated to the universal act of the groove
Indak is a sonic shelter. It’s a shared frequency built for a community that finds refuge in the groove.