Carolyn Dodd - Window (Official Video)

Описание: Stream “Window” here: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/car...


directed by Richard Emery


Video Credits:
production company: REP
exec producer: Richard Emery and Carolyn Dodd
production stills photographer: Brianne Dudra
guitar: Stewart Tuttle
bass: Sophie Potrykus
drums: Luis Briones
editor: Richard Emery

Music Credits:
Written by Carolyn Dodd
Produced, Mixed, and Mastered by Richard Emery
Drums: Aaron Sterling
label: one brain records

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LYRICS:
I've been the same now
Going on five years
Won't be the one who says it's through
Running in circles
Can't feel my chest here
Losing the rest here

If I say it's over
Then it'll be my choice
But choosing what's right is the background noise
I'm not like my friends now
They're doing better
I'll say for the better before me

I'm watching it fall
What I built up
I'm drowning but breathing
They're catching my bluff

I wanna be strong
Don't want them to see
But I'm not who I was
You'd barely recognize me

No longer 18
No longer drowned out
Hear what they say and I wear it now

Stuck in between
Unknown and found out
But what do I know now

They say it's the right time
But what's wrong and what's right
Losing my sleep and my patience now
Dad's getting older
I thought I'd be closer
I promised him closure

I'm watching it fall
What I built up
I'm drowning but breathing
They're catching my bluff

I wanna be strong
Don't want them to see
But I'm not who I was
You'd barely recognize me

I'm the crack in the door
You peek out
Never seeing more than an empty street
How was I sure I'm the one to beat
Now I can't look at my mom
Is she proud of me
How
What a waste of a trace of thick skin
Used to stand out
Now I wanna fit in
Now I'm begging a stranger to love me
And if they can they'll be miles up above me

I'm the big mouth love to hate me
Too loud too proud an overrating
I'm the slut of the town that I'm painting
Just because love is all that I'm craving
Don't care too much about it
How could I not when it's all I have
It's just the book that the world is co-writing
And I'm the page that is crossed out and hiding

I'm watching it fall
What I built up
I'm drowning but I'm breathing
They're catching my bluff

I wanna be strong
Don't want them to see
But I'm not who I was
You'd barely recognize me

I'm telling the truth
Couldn't want to less
But I can't keep going thinking this isn't my mess

So tear me apart
Not much more to go

I'm seeing what I want
Looking through the window