Meewash – In My Own Dark Lake (Alan Wake–Inspired) 🌑🖋️ | Official Audio

Описание: 🌑 A dark, cinematic track inspired by the psychological world of Alan Wake.

In My Own Dark Lake is about fighting the voice that wears your own face —
about writing through fear, breaking mental loops, and refusing to let love drown.

The enemy isn’t the dark.
It’s the echo that sounds like you.

Some battles are written.
Others are survived. 🖋️

📄 Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
Fast lane
Dashboard glow on my last nerve
Whole town twisted
Pages flip when my hands turn
See shapes in the mirror that know my name
Same face
Different voice saying "fan the flames"

Alan in the hallway
Alan in the wall cracks
Alan in the whisper
"She ain't comin' back"
But I crash through the glass of that thought
Till the doubt drip red
And the doubt get dropped

[Chorus]
I fight me
In the dark, in the mind, in the deep
(yeah)
I don't sleep
I got a wife in the fog I keep
Call my name
But the echo sound just like me
Just like me
So I swing on the shadow I see

I fight me
'Til the fear let go of her face
Her face
I bleed ink
Till the words start burning this place
All this rage
Is a road that I have to take
Have to take
I'll tear through the dark
For my love in the lake

[Verse 2]
Every thought
Another locked door, kick it
Every flaw
Another cheap shot, take it
My worst side running its mouth
Like "quit this"
I turn that voice to a witness

Staring at a gun made of guilt in my grip
Heard my own laugh
"Pull the trigger, that's it"
But I'm stubborn as a scar that won't fade
So I carve new truth
In the cuts I made

Flashback frames
Wedding ring in the sunlight
Now it's just rings under eyes
From the long nights
If I gotta break every part of my brain
I'll break it
Piece by piece just to get her back safe

[Chorus]
I fight me
In the dark, in the mind, in the deep
(hey)
I don't sleep
I got a wife in the fog I keep
Call my name
But the echo sound just like me
Just like me
So I swing on the shadow I see

I fight me
'Til the fear let go of her face
Her face
I bleed ink
Till the words start burning this place
All this rage
Is a road that I have to take
Have to take
I'll tear through the dark
For my love in the lake

[Bridge]
If I gotta rip my heart from my own two hands
Let it beat on the floor as a ransom demand
I'll pay that price
I'll pay it twice
I'll drown this voice
Till the noise go quiet

If I gotta set fire to my favorite lie
Turn the whole damn town to a battle cry
I'll lose my mind
Break every chain
'Cause I'd rather be gone
Than forget her name

[Chorus]
I fight me
In the dark, in the mind, in the deep
(woah)
I don't sleep
I got a wife in the fog I keep
Call my name
But the echo sound just like me
Just like me
So I swing on the shadow I see

I fight me
'Til the fear let go of her face
Her face
I bleed ink
Till the words start burning this place
All this rage
Is a road that I have to take
Have to take
I'll tear through the dark
For my love in the lake

—
Much love, Meewash 💙