In My Head

Описание: Lyrics:

You say it never happened
I swear it did
You change the story
Then smile like a kid
You tilt your head, say “Wow, you’re intense”
Like confusion is a flaw
And not a defence

You move the goalposts
Then call me lost
Say “You’re overthinking”
Like that’s the cost
Of noticing patterns
Of keeping score
Of remembering what you said before

You say “Relax, you’re reading too deep”
But you’re the one planting doubt in me
Every sentence wrapped in a maybe
Every truth softened till it’s hazy

Must be in my head, right?
That’s what you say
You lie, then you shrug
Then you wash it away
Call it a slip
Call it a mistake
Say “I’d never gaslight”
While you bend the shape
Of what’s real
Till I start to break
Yeah, must be in my head, right?

You rewrite emails
Erase the tone
Say “That’s not what I meant”
When you’re cornered alone
You weaponise calm
When I raise a brow
Say “You’re emotional now”
Like that wins somehow

You speak in circles
You never commit
So you’re never wrong
You just misinterpreted it
And when I catch you
Dead in the act
You say “Why are you attacking?”
Like facts are an attack

You call it professional
I call it a game
Where you never lose
And I take the blame

Must be in my head, right?
That’s what you say
You deny, deflect
Then pivot away
Call it poor wording
Call it a slip
Say “You’re too sensitive”
While you move the script
Of what’s true
Till I doubt my grip
Yeah, must be in my head, right?

Funny how it’s always a mistake
But it only ever cuts one way
Funny how I’m calm till you twist the knife
Then I’m “unhinged” for naming it

You say “I’d never do that to you”
While doing exactly that
In real time

I started writing things down
Dates, times, words you said
Not to prove you wrong
Just to save my head
And that’s when I knew
It wasn’t confusion or fear
It was strategy
Wrapped in “I’m being sincere”

It’s not in my head now
I see it clear
The lies are soft
But the pattern’s severe
You don’t scream
You don’t shout
You just edit reality
Till I’m filled with doubt

But I remember
I always did
You don’t get to erase me
With “I didn’t mean it”

Call it a mistake
Call it miscommunication
But truth doesn’t change
With your explanation
And I’m not crazy
I never was
You just needed me
To think I was

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