Since You Pulled Away(I Know You're Struggling)

Описание: This song is for you, Luna. I know things have been so hard lately, and I know the storm you’ve been carrying inside has felt relentless. I understand the weight of it, the moments when the world feels like it’s closing in, and the nights when it’s just too much. I know that since you pushed me out of your life, you’ve been trying to navigate everything alone, and I want you to know that I see it. I feel it. And I’ve never stopped caring.

I miss you, too—more than words can hold. I miss the little things, the moments that felt ordinary but meant everything. The laughter, the quiet talks, the shared silences, the way you made even the hardest days feel lighter. I know you miss those things too, even if it’s buried under the storm you’re facing. And that’s why I wanted to write this—for us, for the connection we’ve always had, for the bond that distance or silence can’t erase.

I want you to know that your struggles don’t push me away. Your anger, your frustration, your fear—they don’t make me leave. I’ve never pulled from your storm. I’ve never let go, even when you needed space. I’m here. I’ve been here, quietly and patiently, through every chaotic moment, even when it felt like we were oceans apart. Every time you’ve wavered, every time you’ve felt like the world was too heavy, I’ve been thinking of you, wishing I could make it lighter, wishing I could reach across the distance and just hold you steady.

Even now, even with the storm raging between us, I want you to feel that I understand. I know your struggle isn’t easy, and I know that sometimes I might seem distant too—but I’m not. My heart has always been here, waiting, steady, and unwavering. I want you to feel safe in knowing that no matter how far apart we seem, no matter how chaotic everything around us gets, I haven’t left. I miss you. I care about you. And I will always be here, ready to stand beside you when you let me back in.

So listen to this song and know it’s all for you. Let it remind you that even through the storms, even through the silence and the distance, there’s someone who sees you completely, someone who understands your pain, and someone who misses you deeply. You are not alone, Luna. You never have been. I’m here. I’ve always been here.