sewing part 5?

Описание: Summery of video:
The first few clips are of me drawing consepts of different top parts of the dress since ive already made the skirt. (I do not end up making a dress, its more of a two piece top and skirt.) I make about 4 different concepts then just extend on one I liked.

The second clips are of me sowing together the sleeves to make them a better length for my arms. Then I sew the top of the sleeve together in a fold to make the top hole smaller than the bottom. I then sew on buttons on the inner side of both sleeves at the top. then make small holes on either side of the top (the one around my chest) for the buttons to go through. (so that the arms stay without falling down.)

The last few clips, I sew a button to the back of the skirt (this might actually be before making the sleeves) to keep the top of the sipper from being too exposed. Then I try everything on.

I then decided to get rid of a thread of beads i had hot glued to a cane i was supposed to use for halloween but never did. while getting rid of the beads, I grow increasingly frustrated as i keep hurting my fingers by the wood, glue and paint digging into my skin.

Then I re-use the belt from the last video for this outfit and decide to take the fabric I made the first few videos to make something out of it. not sure what yet. but i decided to die it black. It is currently drying.



Explanation:
So I have been losing motivation for this project and have even wondered if i should go back to making letsplay videos again. Im not sure if I will continue sewing on video anymore, but I will still sew. mostly because it has started to feel more like something I have to do rather than something I want to do. I also maybe need to take a break from this project for a bit since it is kind of draining me mentally.

I am not really mentally okay anyway but I still want to keep it positive. I want to keep this channel alive so I was thinking of going back to making gaming videos since I enjoy editing videos that have more things happening to them. So I apoligize if you wanted more content like this. i dont think I can continue making these.

I may just make videos of me sewing whenever I get my motivation back. but as of now. i need a break. I have too much stress over editing videos i dont know how to make entertaining when barely anything is happening. maybe I'll just make montage videos of the sewing project, but editing the whole thing, making voiceover recordings and sewing.

Doing all of this on my own in my room with only a laptop takes a lot out of me, especially when I already am barely having any motivation to take care of myself.

Thank you for all the support.
Sincerely Sandy