Dear -----, [Lyrics Video]

Описание: inspired by suno ai

I lost again, today.
...

"I feelin' like quitting."
"And never look back into this,"
"Pathetic moments of embarassing myself,"
"In front of everyone."

"And no, I'm not addicted to this."

I can quit whenever I want to.
But...
I just dont wanna quit.
I just dont wanna... yeah.

It is trying to convince me to leave it alone,
But I don't wanna.
I try to prove that I'm still worthy.
I don't wanna leave.

But I keep-

Falling.
Failing.
Fading in my endless thoughts.
And I try to be the one,
Who deserves the expectation for myself.

"I can be better than this."
"I deserve better."
"I can be perfect,"
"I CAN BE PERFECT!"

It might think I'm pathetic,
But I try not to be.
I just want to be the best,
But I can't,

I can't?

No matter how many times I'm losing...
I dont wanna quit.
I'm torturing myself.
But I just want to prove myself that I want to stay with it...

No matter how many times I'm losing...
I dont wanna quit.
I'm still waiting for the day when it will accept me again...
It chose me and I don't want to let it down...

"I just want to be better."
"I want to be worthy."
"I want to stay here,"
"But I can't."

"I can't?"

I'll feed it with more thoughts,
more thoughts,
more thoughts.
I'll feed it with endless calculations,
calculate...
calculate...

But I keep-

Falling.
Failing.
Fading in my endless thoughts.
And I try to be the one,
Who deserves the perfect execution!

"I'm not addicted."
"I'm not addicted."
"I'm not addicted to wanting the best."
"I'm not addicted to the search for perfect."

"I'm not good enough!"
"I'M NOT GOOD ENOUGH??"

#dear #confess #vent