Chris Bryan - Temporary Dopamine

Описание: Lyrics

I wake up chasing peace of mind like it’s the landlord looking for the rent again Checking the mirror, counting the cracks, wondering where the hell the money went I’m doom-scrolling through a dream life that I can’t afford to finance Got a plastered-on smile while I’m doing a panic-attack dance I’m trying to fix what is broken with a shopping cart full of temporary dopamine Buying hope inside a bottle just to smash it on the floor, yeah, you know what I mean

And I talk a big game about the changes coming tomorrow But I’m breaking down today, and I’m drowning in the sorrow Stacking up the fears like a pile of unpaid medical bills Waiting for the cure, or the crash, or the pills

It’s all this weight! It’s all this wondering why! I’m feeling so numb, searchin' for a way to feel alive. Chasing joy in the glow of a blue-light screen But it fades out fast like a washed-up dream I’m laughing loud! But I’m terrified inside! Oh God, is there something that I haven't tried? I’m searching through the wreckage of the wrong and the right Just for a little bit of peace in the middle of the fight!

Keep praying for a purpose with my head inside my hands like a statue of grief Feeling like a ghost haunting a room full of plans, just seeking relief They all got the degrees and the five-year tracks and the engagement rings I got a cracking voice, a bad dream, and some broken guitar strings Singing to the silence like it’s the only friend that I’ve got left Trying to bloom in a garden where the sun has settled for death

I got fire in my chest I got doubt in my bones I’m trying to make this skin feel like a home Some nights I dream big Some nights I just cope I’m standing on the edge And I’m holding onto hope Yeah, I’m holding onto hope! I'M JUST HOLDING ONTO HOPE!

I ain’t found it yet. No, I ain't found it yet. But I will.

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