Kobeni Higashiyama Song “Collateral” (Chainsaw Man)

Описание: I didn't choose this... Mom said it was this or the other thing."

COLLATERAL is a deep dive into the mind of Kobeni Higashiyama from Chainsaw Man. It captures the crushing weight of her anxiety, the lethal "snap" of her combat skills, and the irony of being the only normal human who survives the madness.

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Produced: Me
Lyrics: Me
Art: Me
Sung: Suno

Lyrics:
[INTRO]
(Spoken, voice trembling):
I didn't choose this... I really didn't.
Mom said it was this or... or the other thing.
So I picked up the knife.
Why am I still here?

[VERSE 1]
Look at the hands, yeah, look how they shaking
Sweat on my palms from the choices I’m making
Heart in my throat, feel the artery breaking
Every step is a risk that I shouldn’t be taking
I’m the punchline, right? The cosmic joke?
Born just to bleed while the others go smoke
Brother needs college? Okay, I’ll go choke
On the fear and the bile while I’m completely broke
Send the money back home, keep the lights on the grid
"Kobeni, be brave," yeah, that’s what they said
But I’m sleeping with demons right under my bed
And I’m screaming so loud but you leave me on read!
Panic attack, black out, vision is blurred
Did I stutter? I sorry, I can’t find the words!
I’m small and I’m weak and I’m purely absurd
Just a scared little mouse in a world full of birds—

[PRE-CHORUS]
I tried to resign, put the pen to the sheet
But the devil is hungry, he wants me to eat
There’s no exit door, there is only retreat
Dancing on glass with my bare, bloody feet!

[CHORUS]
SO TELL ME WHY I’M THE ONE WHO SURVIVES?!
When the strong ones are falling and losing their lives!
I’m dodging the bullets, I’m twistin’ the knives
But I’m dead on the inside, buried in lies!
I don’t want the power! I don’t want the glory!
I just want a bed and an end to the story!
If God is a writer, his pages are gory
And I’m just the wreckage he leaves in the morning!
Collateral damage... I’m just collateral damage...

[VERSE 2]
Okay.
Target locked on.
Fear is gone.
Switch flipped.
Monkey on the bars, watch the movement, watch the drip.
I don't need a chainsaw, I don't need a whip
Just a kitchen knife and a contract on the hip.
Shhh! It’s a secret!
See the silhouette?
Dead before you even saw the pirouette
Snake Eater, Katana, I’m a different threat
I’m a nervous wreck, but I’ll sever the neck!
Did I... did I get them?
Sorry! I’m sorry! I didn’t mean it!
I’m washing the blood but I never can clean it!
The Violence is kind but the mask, yeah I’ve seen it
I bought him an ice cream, I hope that he eats it...

[BRIDGE]
I bought a car... did you see it? It’s cute.
It gave me a reason to stay in the loop.
Something that’s mine. Not a gun. Not a suit.
Just a little escape from the constant pursuit.
But nothing is mine. Not my life. Not my breath.
I’m serving up burgers and flirting with death.
"Family!" they shout, as I’m holding the tray
Tripping on shoelaces, ruining the day.
Dance... Dance...
Got to keep dancing to push it away!
Left, Right, Up, Down!
Save me, Chainsaw! Get me out of this town!

[GUITAR SOLO]

[CHORUS]
SO TELL ME WHY I’M THE ONE WHO SURVIVES?!
When the strong ones are falling and losing their lives!
I’m dodging the bullets, I’m twistin’ the knives
But I’m dead on the inside, buried in lies!
I don’t want the power! I don’t want the glory!
I just want a bed and an end to the story!
If God is a writer, his pages are gory
And I’m just the wreckage he leaves in the morning!

[OUTRO]
(Singing softly, resigned):
Maybe tomorrow... I’ll finally quit.
Find a desk job. Or a hole in the pit.
Send the cash to my mom.
Hope she loves me a bit.
Can I get a bonus?
Please?
Nevermind.

Disclaimer:
Rights go to Chainsaw Man and so does the character

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