Josh Morin - Who I Am Now (Music Visualizer)

Описание: "Who I Am Now" is the first song off my album "Let Me Into Heaven" you can find my album on all streaming platforms. https://hyperfollow.com/TheJoshMorin

Lyrics

I don't know who I am

I hate all these people in the room right now
Maybe even more than I hate myself
Might have to drop a band for a fix
Disappear, they're going to have other get me chipped

What I'm wearing now, how do you pronounce that
I wear it once, pose up, then I'm tossing
You want to be my friend again, you're a has been
You want to be a star like us but you keep falling

At the top, nobody care if you're falling
I can't control that
At the top, nobody care if you're dying
I can't control that

At the top, everybody want a piece of that
I can't control that
I'm at the top, I can feel it, I can't go back
I can't control that

You want me to fail, I can't allow that
You tried, but nobody care about what you're dropping
And what we had made me sick to my stomach
My eyes are bloodshot, senses are heightened

Trying to get out there, instead of hiding
Follow the signs, the lights I see are blinding
I used to quit before I start, now I'm trying
I used to crawl up on the floor, now I'm flying

Will they ever understand me, can't say that I care
I don't know, I'm so high, I know why they stare
I'm depressed, because there's nobody there
Show up for me so I know that you care

I want to die, but I can't let that happen
I got to outlive all my opponents
I won't miss, aiming right at my target
Do my best, now I'm really locked in

You're still talking, I think that I'm your outlet
Say what you want, don't get me started
I tried to help you but the world can be so heartless
I built you up now you're back where you started

Don't you get it, I'm just trying to be myself
You were only right about me needing help
I went and got it not you're just talking to yourself
Holding onto a ghost, that's not who I am now

You want me to fail, I can't allow that
You tried, but nobody care about what you're dropping
And what we had made me sick to my stomach
My eyes are bloodshot, senses are heightened

Trying to get out there, instead of hiding
Follow the signs, the lights I see are blinding
I used to quit before I start, now I'm trying
I used to crawl up on the floor, now I'm flying

I hate all these people in the room right now
Maybe even more than I hate myself
Might have to drop a band for a fix
Disappear, they're going to have other get me chipped

What I'm wearing now, how do you pronounce that
I wear it once, pose up, then I'm tossing
You want to be my friend again, you're a has been
You want to be a star like us but you keep falling

Bury the past, I'll admit, it was embarrassing
But you don't know my life, I ain't questioning
I took the blame for it all, now you're threatening
To ruin my life, then switch up, now you're cycling

You don't know me now, only when I was drowning
Dealt with abuse, I thought I'd end up dying
I broke the cycle, you ain't blood, just denying
You'll never see me unless you're at my show reciting

I hate all these people in the room right now
Maybe even more than I hate myself
Might have to drop a band for a fix
Disappear, they're going to have other get me chipped

What I'm wearing now, how do you pronounce that
I wear it once, pose up, then I'm tossing
You want to be my friend again, you're a has been
You want to be a star like us but you keep falling

I don't know who I am