Fractions of the Ache__(Lyrics in description)

Описание: Fracture of the Ache -Lyrics

[Verse 1]
I’m tracing lines along my skin where the jagged edges show
But there’s a map inside my chest where the heavy shadows grow
The ghosts of every hollow word and every hand that turned to lead
Are shouting in the silence now, living in the space beneath my bed
You see the white of old scars where the blades have left their mark
But you can’t see the hollowed rooms left rotting in the dark
It’s a fraction of the weight I carry, a whisper of the scream
Of living through a nightmare while I’m chasing down a dream
The trauma isn't just a ghost, it's a tenant in my bones
Building up these fortress walls with jagged, broken stones

[Chorus]
My heart is physically broken, the valves are worn and thin
From fighting off the battles that were raging from within
The scars upon my spirit run much deeper than the skin
But I’m opening a window just to let the light crawl in
It’s a terrifying mercy, this hope I’m trying to hold
A chance to mend the pieces and to exit from the cold

[Verse 2]
I’ve been a student of the flinch, a master of the flight
Learning how to disappear into the middle of the night
Emotional debris is piled high against the bedroom door
I’m tired of the wreckage, I can’t carry any more
The memory of the abuse is a constant, rhythmic ache
Testing every single part of me to see what else will break
But there’s a quiet static humming in the wires of my soul
Saying maybe I don’t have to stay a fragment, but a whole
I’m looking for a patient hand that doesn't turn to stone
A love that understands why I’m afraid to be alone

[Chorus]
My heart is physically broken, the valves are worn and thin
From fighting off the battles that were raging from within
The scars upon my spirit run much deeper than the skin
But I’m opening a window just to let the light crawl in
It’s a terrifying mercy, this hope I’m trying to hold
A chance to mend the pieces and to exit from the cold

It’s a slow and steady labor, this healing of the heart
Learning how to trust the finish before I even start
I’m waiting for a supportive grace, a love that’s soft and kind
To help me leave the echo of the cruelty far behind
I’m lucky just to feel the spark, the possibility
That someone could love the damage and the missing parts of me

[Outro]
Healing all the broken parts, one heartbeat at a time
Climbing out the canyon wall, I’m making the long climb
Patient love is out there, I can feel it in the air
Even with these deeper scars, I’m finally standing there.