N8 Bull

The hardest part of learning to live clean and sober was adapting to how quiet life became. Where was the chaos? The feeling of dreaded predictability was fast upon me as I learned how to live. And though I was sober and grateful to be among the living, I wasn't truly alive inside. Then I once again found the joyful chaos of The Mosh Pit. I had found peace. Life seems brighter and more colourful these days. I've tried describing it to friend and fellow, only to be met with nods of half-understanding. I share through my channel the things I've seen at concerts in the hopes that You might understand and appreciate it. As unbalanced and disorderly my footage may be, it is my hope that it brings you harmony. Maybe I'll see you at a show sometime. I'll meet you in the middle!

Nate.